“Poetic Tone Poems, Op. 85, No. 6: Sorrowful Reverie” by Antonin Dvořák [1889], performed by Rudolf Firkusny [1974]
My grandfather’s funeral yesterday was difficult for me, but it was moving to see how many people showed up to see him one final time. Today, I vowed to move on, so this will be the last post related to his passing. My grandfather was a full-blooded Bohemian (Czech to those of you a little fuzzy on your historical Old World geography), so I looked through my collection of Antonin Dvořák, the greatest Czech composer, for a piece that would honor his proud heritage. (In fact, my grandfather’s great grandmother, whom he knew well because she lived into his high school years, was born just a few years after Dvořák and less than a dozen miles away.)
“Sorrowful Reverie” captures the mood of my grandfather’s funeral perfectly. Sorrow filled the room, but so did memories of his greatest passion: flying. Soaring above the earth is a sort of reverie, naturally sending one into “a state of dreamy meditation or fanciful musing.” Before he died, my grandfather requested that a certain poem be read at his funeral. The words express the dream-like characteristics of flying and make clear my grandfather’s appreciation and gratitude for the world around him. I gathered enough composure to share with those gathered what he chose to be his final words:
Oh! I have slipped the surly bonds of Earth
And danced the skies on laughter-silvered wings;
Sunward I’ve climbed, and joined the tumbling mirth
Of sun-split clouds, — and done a hundred things
You have not dreamed of — wheeled and soared and swung
High in the sunlit silence. Hov’ring there,
I’ve chased the shouting wind along, and flung
My eager craft through footless halls of air… .
Up, up the long, delirious burning blue
I’ve topped the wind-swept heights with easy grace
Where never lark, or ever eagle flew —
And, while with silent, lifting mind I’ve trod
The high untrespassed sanctity of space,
Put out my hand, and touched the face of God.
(High Flight, by John Gillespie Magee, Jr.)
Emotive music was written for such occasions, but thanks for putting up with my personal life anyway.